Thursday, March 6, 2008

unaware

How is it possible? 7 months ago today, right about now, I was talking to my brother on the phone about my son. He had called me to talk to me about an allergic reaction and rash on Jesse's face that happened on the day before (Aug 5). I had no idea that would be our last phone call. I was completely unaware during that phone call that a few short hours later he'd lose his life. I wonder sometimes - if I could have somehow known, would I have said anything different? There's a peace in knowing that we always hung up the phone with each other and said 'love ya'.

7 months feels like forever. 7 months, and it still hurts just like it was yesterday...

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am at a complete loss for what to say. Know that I'm thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers.